Music is my life...

Nothing has a bigger impact on me than music. theres something so magical about finding a song that is completely right for the moment. a song that just sings with you. I dont find them too often but when i do,i kill the song. i mean kill it. i listen to it until i cant stand it anymore...and thats when the moment is over.

I have ben blasting that john mayer song all day annoying the hell out of my roommate...but its so fucking good...I've heard it a few times before..i mean its only a little clip so i cant really even call it a song but the whole vibe and rhythm of it is just amazing..something reminded me of it today and i searched for it, found it and just realized how amazing it is. Í wish he would make a full song or collaboration w jt on this. can you see the possibilities? I can.

Its the perfect song for a rainy day like today..when all you do is stay in and do stuff you should be doing...aaah..i am going to have to play it again..

My latest obsession...

John mayers version of LoveStoned by Justin Timberlake. Sends me shivers down my spine. LOVE IT! Can't stop listening to it..I know some of you might have heard and seen it already because its kind of old..but for those of you who havent- you have missed out..and i just wanted to share!

ps! If the music on my website interferes with the video, just scroll down to the very bottom of the page where there is a little square player that says last.fm. press pause and go back up and play the video. its worth it!!!

A little time for brain activity...

I have had so much more time on my hands than usual this week..The "special someone" left the country for a week and i have found myself actually going back to the gym and living healthy instead of going out to dinner with wine every night..it's actually been a well needed change even though the last couple of months have been great. I think i needed this time o focus a little bit more on me.

I have had time to think a little more which has been a good thing..i have decided that now that i kind of know that i am leaving this city I actually need to make a list of how this city has changed me and whether its a good or bad thing..i dont think i'll make the list today but i know that i need to make it. for myself. to work on things that i dont like..and to try to keep qualities that i know i have kind of worked for..it really doesnt make any sense until i tell you..but not tonight..im tired.

Anywhoo you guuuys..I checked in on my little sitemeter reader and was pleasantly surprised by how many of you have stayed loyal to this blog. NO I cant see who you are but theres a list of recurring visitors actually..i was really sure that i had about one random lost reader a day who accidentally clicked into this site or something..but it turns out i have quite a few of you still checking in on me! HELLO! :)


...and just because im a narcissist and because a post is never as mch fun as with a pic im posting a pic of myself! yiho.

sleep tight!

Smith!!!

Hot but not as hot as in the movie..he looks a lot older in real life.

By the way..I loved the movie go see it!!!!

The red carpet...

Sex & The City hysteria!

Was lucky enough to get to go to the big new York premiere of SEX AND THE CITY last night! I'd like to encourage you to be very jealous of me! hahaha :)





So exciting to be there and see the girls (all so gorgeous- loved Cynthia Nixon and Sarah Jessicas dresses!) and of course it was pretty cool to get a peek of "Mr. Big"..and "Smith" and the whole rest of the cast too..!

But seriously..can you believe these people? Took this pic with my iphone.. It was raining and they stood there for hours! Die hard fans for sure...!!

More hamptons...

Here's monia, linda and rich in the backyard of the house where we were visiting..Aaah I just love love love the summer!

Long weekend!

Memorial day weekend is almost over. Spent the weekend hanging out with my friend rich who unexpectedly flew in from London over the weekend. So happy to see you friend-o! :) if you still ever check in on this so called blog!

Its been a weekend of non stop happenings. Drinks, dinners, shopping, lying in the park, clubbing etc. I'm exhausted. We even found the time and energy to head out to the hamptons (see pic).. Its been hectic but fun!

Birthday celebration!

Had a lovely weekend celebrating my 24th birthday! All of my dear
friends came out and..my little special someone!

Here is a little pic of stephanie killa and angelina at the dinner!

Summer?!

Look at how green it is in the park! I love it love it love it!

Celebs in the city..

Just passed javier bardem ( Penelope cruz bf or fiancé) on the street
and I swear he was checking me out. We had a good few seconds of
eyecontact :)

Was at 1 oak on Saturday and saw Adam levine.. Then the day after I
read that he was there with john Mayer?!? How could I have missed my
husband? Bummer :) I have to see him in real life before I leave this
city.. It seems he's everywhere!

Haha I sound like a total groupie.. You guys know I'm half joking right?

Xoxo

Sent from my iPhone

Rooftop drinking

You've got to love NYC...it really is the city that never sleeps...

A new month and lots of thoughts to share!

Where do i start? The last few weeks have been indescribably full of happenings.

Wait I know where to start…I should start off by saying: I have started to wonder about how much of myself I want to share on this blog. Sure its fun to write, but then I start wondering about who can read it..who does actually read it..and why?

Don’t get me wrong..i want people to read..but the other day I was so surprised by an old friend of mine who had found this blog..it made me feel more than a little funny. Because this isn’t a blog I have told anyone I know about. It didn’t make me feel funny because o fthe fact that she reads it but because I had no idea of how she found it and more importantly who else has found it and who reads it..and yes I know the whole point of a blog is to share stuff with others. Right? Isn’t it? But maybe im just too private to let people I know know how I feel about everything..maybe I don’t want everyone to know exactly what I do and when..so as im sure you’ve noticed ive been writing less lately. Ive been wanting to think about wheteher I can stand for what I write and whether I really like that people share parts of my life.


So whats the conclusion?
The only thing I know for sure is that I love to write..and I want to share my thoughts. To a certain extent. Sometimes in the spur of the moment I go too far and regret it but mostly th outcome has been nothing but positive as far as I'm concerned..but as im sure you’ve noticed I haven’t been writing very much about my love life..(although that’s probably what I think would be the most interesting to write about I just feel this block. Im afraid of jinxing myself by putting words and expectations and feeling out there. It would be like opening pandoras box). But in the end its just fun..and whatever I put up here is just for fun and for others to hopefully enjoy reading!

So yeah guys… I have had a crazy few weeks of true new york dating and partying and clubbing. And of course working…But what I remembers the most about the last few weeks are multiple sample sales (chloe, gaultier, manolo, moschino, Gucci, valentine).. crazy rooftopparties in the springheat..sleepovers..loads and loads of emails and texts and mixed emotions..lots of love and affection, too much wine..too little exercise and too much food  but I have enjoyed it. I really want to live it up these last few months if I have to or decide to leave after the summer.(long story). My horoscope says that this is my best month of the year..so why not live to the fullest?


I want to thank those of you who have contacted me and those (although few) of you have left comments! That’s what makes this blog fun! I am going to start writing more often..because I realize that I do think it’s a lot of fun and there are quite a few of you who have enjoyed reading this! When you guys stop coming I’ll stop writing!

For now..

xoxo