A new month and lots of thoughts to share!

Where do i start? The last few weeks have been indescribably full of happenings.

Wait I know where to start…I should start off by saying: I have started to wonder about how much of myself I want to share on this blog. Sure its fun to write, but then I start wondering about who can read it..who does actually read it..and why?

Don’t get me wrong..i want people to read..but the other day I was so surprised by an old friend of mine who had found this blog..it made me feel more than a little funny. Because this isn’t a blog I have told anyone I know about. It didn’t make me feel funny because o fthe fact that she reads it but because I had no idea of how she found it and more importantly who else has found it and who reads it..and yes I know the whole point of a blog is to share stuff with others. Right? Isn’t it? But maybe im just too private to let people I know know how I feel about everything..maybe I don’t want everyone to know exactly what I do and when..so as im sure you’ve noticed ive been writing less lately. Ive been wanting to think about wheteher I can stand for what I write and whether I really like that people share parts of my life.


So whats the conclusion?
The only thing I know for sure is that I love to write..and I want to share my thoughts. To a certain extent. Sometimes in the spur of the moment I go too far and regret it but mostly th outcome has been nothing but positive as far as I'm concerned..but as im sure you’ve noticed I haven’t been writing very much about my love life..(although that’s probably what I think would be the most interesting to write about I just feel this block. Im afraid of jinxing myself by putting words and expectations and feeling out there. It would be like opening pandoras box). But in the end its just fun..and whatever I put up here is just for fun and for others to hopefully enjoy reading!

So yeah guys… I have had a crazy few weeks of true new york dating and partying and clubbing. And of course working…But what I remembers the most about the last few weeks are multiple sample sales (chloe, gaultier, manolo, moschino, Gucci, valentine).. crazy rooftopparties in the springheat..sleepovers..loads and loads of emails and texts and mixed emotions..lots of love and affection, too much wine..too little exercise and too much food  but I have enjoyed it. I really want to live it up these last few months if I have to or decide to leave after the summer.(long story). My horoscope says that this is my best month of the year..so why not live to the fullest?


I want to thank those of you who have contacted me and those (although few) of you have left comments! That’s what makes this blog fun! I am going to start writing more often..because I realize that I do think it’s a lot of fun and there are quite a few of you who have enjoyed reading this! When you guys stop coming I’ll stop writing!

For now..

xoxo