Happy New Year!

I'm in New York for New Year and I am sitting at this cute litte cafe with my new Macbook air looking out at the big crowds trying to make their way to Times Square to see the ball drop. It's 4pm and theyre alrady going there..Crazy..I would never.. haha.
Were doing dinner an dthen partying at Cipriani at 42nd which should be fun..who knows.
Its nice to be back in the city. I spent last week in Sweden which was great as well. I am faced with some really hard decisions to make regarding my future..and i'll have to make them like tomorrow..as a start of the new year I suppose.

Oh another new year..I wonder what this new year will bring? I really do... I wonder where I'll be? Will I decide to move to New York or Stockholm? Where will my life go? God..It's such a difficult decision to make considering all of the different circumstances..
I relly wish it was simpler..

But for this new year whatever happens...I hope that it becomes a happy one, a year filled with love and laughter..
I have some resolutions which I hope I can keep..

Until Next year!
XOXO

Packing.................

Packing packing packing..isnt this just my life? I mean I'm complaining but I'm also not. I wouldn't trade my life for anything..I'm happy I get to travel all the time and I never get bored..but i feel like I'm constantly packing repacking- and well packing up my life;;which im kind of doing now..kind of preparing to take a lot of stuff home with me and not bring it back..leaving Cayman in february but going to New York and Sweden now for a few weeks. then back to Cayman for the final weeks..crazy crazy..but im excited about it all actually. It's been a crazy crazy year..in every way..I have been allover the map..its been amazing and fun and emotionally just crazy..but its been really amazing.

New York New York

I am going to New York on friday again..I'm kind of excited about it...especially now that I have decided to move back I am almost restless being on the island. It is wonderful being here in every way but I keep finding myself longing back to that familiar city life.

Lately I have had some problems sleeping and I have kind of started thinking about the past..for the longest time I have been so convinced that Mr. Model was so wrong for me..suddenly a few days ago I started thinking about him again and I can't shake that feeling of missing him. I know its weird but in the light of everything and after all of the emotional roller coaster rides I have been on he some how sort of stands out as the one that means the most..he is the closest man I have..and that kind of says a lot. Because were not close.
Mr big - hell no. I m happy I'm finally over him..Mr Ambitious..well he just seems a little two faced and too proud for his own good. Besides, I always tried to like him more than I actually did...
I think in reality I would just like to meet someone completely new. And i'd like to start over completely once I make my final move over I will make sure that I make the most of everything and dont let myself get wrapped up in superficiality and assholes. It will be a new beginning and I am going to make sure I cut all bad influences out. that includes mr. Model I think...

Yeah.

Head over (High) Heels

Ah I like the sound of this new book that is out ow..It's called "Head over (high) heels" by Kristina Korsholm...


Introduction:
Meeting New York City is like meeting the man of your dreams. The compact granite peninsula has everything your heart desires – and more – and its raw, unpolished beauty is striking from first glance. Imperfect, dirty, edgy and noisy – yet a major heartbreaker. New York is the ‘new city’ that, despite its worn appearance, is constantly evolving. And does it get any better than that? I feel welcome here in a way that I don’t anywhere else in the world Here, it’s okay to have a dream and work hard to come within reach of it. New Yorkers are very welcoming to people with dreams and ambitions, and when New York opens her arms to you, it feels as if you’re immortal. When embraced by New York City, anything suddenly becomes possible.
My crush on New York began at age 13, when, daddy in hand, I arrived in the city, wearing stonewashed jeans and a Ball sweatshirt. We went to a wine bar in SoHo, watched the Empire State Building at sunset, experienced the Twin Towers, had sushi on West Broadway and giant ice cream cones on Fifth Avenue, and we went to Central Park. It was love at first sight, and I knew it was only a matter of time before I’d go back to explore this place further. My travels as a model and later writer have brought me to the city several times since then, but not until two years ago did I truly settle down in the city that never sleeps. And believe me – we’re still madly in love.


Now if i could only find out where to buy this book???

Go brit brit!

Listening to Britney Spears new album Circus. Wow, it's sooo much better than Blackout..Loving it!!!

Another photoshoot..

did a photo shoot in New York...

New York again...!

Oh the crazy life I lead. Back from Cuba..had a week back in Cayman then off to New York for a week. It was soo much fun to see everyone again but the weather was killing me. Just a week in the cold and I was soo happy to go back to the tropical climate of Cayman. Brr..It's so hard to imagine how the hell I could stand the cold and dry before..for like..ever! Hahaha..I mean in my life there have been more than a few winters..! hahha..Anyways, I'm happy to be back in the warm weather..but New York was fantastic as usual..there's just something magical about that city..just that feeling that anything can hapen at anytime..just knowing tha theres a whole world of opportunities there in every way.