Snow Leopard

Mr W has ordered the new snow leopard which he is going to help me install on my macbook air!! cant waiiit to free up all that space!!! Wohooo! :) :)

But..only problem is...when will Mr W actually have time for little me now that he's so busy with his work... :(
Totally missing him...pathetic?!

Inglorius Basterds!

Oh. My. God. I loved that movie. Fucking insane but so good...really got me thinking about a few things philosophically afterwards about what war can make humans into and how we all maybe have that hidden darkness within us that can come out if we allow it to or if enough horrible things happen to us.

Are we all just produts of our society and upbringing?
I found myself cheering on as they were killing nazis and being all upset if a jew was killed. I mean..philosophically thinking its just a bit absurd how I can be cheering a anyone is killed?! And its sick how society/culutre/upbringing/politics/propaganda can kind of make us think and do and change our beliefs...I could go on about this and about how it really does make a big difference with the beliefs that are pushed upon us (I mean just looking at the extremely different propaganda they had in Cuba made me realize that we live with propaganda every day in the states too, were just so used to it that we dont think about it or notice it anymore).

Oh well. As I said. I could go on forever..but if youre thinking of seeing a movie soon go see inglorious basterds..it actually manages to be funny and captivating at the same time as it is philosophical and heartwrenching...but most of all its kind of sick and cruel..but in some twisted good way :)

Decide for yourself if you want to see it:

It's a beautiful

day in New York! Absolutely wonderful..I just came back form a long walk along east river! It was kind of crowded..what else can you expect? Sunday afternoon...fall is coming and you can finally actually enjoy being outside again..the humidity is gone and the temperature is still nice but you're not melting away..I love it..and I'm obviously not alone :)



Mr Workaholic (wish I could give him a new nickname but he really deserves this one) and I have been talking about going away soon..but he seems to be drowning in his work again...kind of boring..I was getting so used to all of his attention and spending so much time together when he suddenly just got all wrapped up in some big deal he is doing...so I am really hoping we can actually really get away soon and not just say that we are...time will tell...and I will tell ;)


ps. that is not me in that pic :) hahaha

Broke but shopping..

I wonder why it is that when I am the most broke I always feel that I need to go shopping...and go out to dinner and drink expensive drinks, and go for brunch..and then do a little bit more shppoing.....and then randomly go splurge on something like a new iphone..? Oh well..I'm in that familiar phase right now.. I think I need to get myself together and work a bit soon..school isnt really taking up all that much time! What am I waiting for?

New iphone!

Just ordered the new 3GS iphone..couldnt help it..I love the iphone have been stuck with a blackberry since my first iphone broke down and it just hasnt been the same :) So my new lil baby should be coming some time next week! Yippie!

Needy...?

Miley Cyrus “Obsessed” Lyrics

Why do I just lie awake and think of you?
I need some sleep.
Tomorrow I have things to do.
Everytime I close my eyes I see your face,
so I try to read, but all I do is lose my place.

Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you.
But I do all the time.
I do all the time.

I just had to call you up and say hello.
I know it’s 3 AM.
And I saw you awhile ago.
But I still had this aching pain to hear your voice
To know your there
I don’t seem to have any choice

Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you.
But I do all the time.
I do all the time.

I’m so sorry I just had to wake you up.
I feel so lonely by myself.
Is this the way it feels when you’re in love?
Or is this something else?

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

The insomnia is back..it's killing me...I don't want to have to pop sleeping pills..but what am I supposed to do? I hate it when I can't sleep..I used to have the problem that i couldnt fall alseep..these last few months I have had a hard time falling asleep as well as STAYING asleep. Sucks!

wise men say...

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Wine wine and mooore wine..and throw in some drinks!

Whoa, was supposed to have a quiet wine night with a friend last night. Ended up staying up until 8am...welcome to new york city....

needless to say: Hungover and tired today.......

WTF???

I have some funny neighbours! Someone decided to spraypaint...this.....!!?

Love this!

Missing babyboy already..

livin life like its golden!!

Random post

Can't wait for the Mexican night with my girls tonight!

A little sad that baby is leaving and going to be gone all of today tomorrow and the weekend though!!! :(
Who ever thought I'd end up being THIS girl? Needy much?? hahah..NOOO.. I sure as hell am not! I mean..after an insanely crazy unconsciously drunken hamptons weekend without him I guess I can stand myself being all lovey dovey now! It's allowed right? It doesn't mean I'm one of THOSE girls! OK!? LOL..

Some pics from the weekend

"Morning"

Talked to mommy today. Hilarious! She's insanely excited about my life at the moment..gotta love it...but I seriosuly haven't told her a single thing about my lovelife for the last couple of years until now for this exact reason..she get's so over excited about it that I cant handle it...hahaha..Its just love I suppose. Love from all angles!!! :)

Having such a lazy day...think I'm going to go up and tan on my rooftop and catch those last rays of sun before the supposed thunderstorm is hitting manhattan!

My happy face!

Got back from a fabulous weekend getaway to the Hamptons.. and I am back in the city with my lovely cute caring little boy.Hahah or I guess I should say my man.. My life feels absoluteley perfect at the moment and I am loving every minute of it! This song came to mind this morning!

Such a happy happy song!



I woke up this morning
The sunshine was shining
I put on my happy face
I'm living, I'm able
I'm breathing, I'm grateful
To put on my happy face

Woke up and realized
This world's not so bad after all
Looked at it through a child's eyes
And I saw these beautiful
Things that you never think about
Like the ocean, moonlight, stars and clouds
It's amazing how we don't
Appreciate our blessings

There's plenty of people who don't like me
But there's ten times more who love me
And I love myself
Sometimes, it gets tough, it gets tough
But I can't give up, can't give up
Just take a deep breath, close my eyes
Feel the love and give a smile

I woke up this morning
The sunshine was shining
I put on my happy face
I'm living, I'm able
I'm breathing, I'm grateful
To put on my happy face

It's me, and I just wanna be happy
Uh, just be happy, uh, just be happy
Today is the day, I am willing to say
I will put all the past behind me, no more enemies
Ready 'cause, I'm living in this world
I wanna make a change, I'm gonna make a change
Put on my happy face

I woke up this morning
The sunshine was shining
I put on my happy face
I'm living, I'm able
I'm breathing, I'm grateful
To put on my happy face

Everything's gonna be all right
Everything's gonna be okay
Everything's gonna be all right
Everything's gonna be okay

I woke up this morning
With a happy face
I'm flying, I'm flying

Oh, I'm flying

Go yankees

Channeling my inner american sports fanatic...ehm..yeah ;) Fun to see a game though..

On repeat right now...

God david Guettas music is really growing on me...Listen to this..great beat!

A quote that speaks to me...

Carrie: So maybe it won't look like you thought it would in high school, but it's important to remember that love is possible. Anything is possible. This is New York.

Summer lovin...

What a lovely time I have had lately...I feel so happy..I feel so alive and i feel so loved..and i adore it. Mr. Workaholic and I have finally come to a crossroad and it feels like we chose the same road and were walking it together..i just feel so cared for so appreciated so important...and its a good good feeling. I have spent the last week or two in a loved up existance..its so different..its seems so real and so comfortable and trustful...so far so good...but my mind is telling me not to get too excited just yet..something is bound to get fucked up..murphys law..im just waiting for something to bring me out of this blissful existence..waiting for myself to fuck it up as so many times before...but right now i am enjoying this feeling..dwelling in the joy of feeling that i have this lovely something with someone i like..

Mr Big contacted me yesterday..but i dont even care enough to write about that. or well..this is is how it is: .i honestly don't even know why i dragged him along for as long as i did..i guess out of boredom..im so done and over it and i will never go there again. I havent told him that he can delete my number..i havent told him how ridiculouslu little i care anymore..because it doesnt even matter enough for me to waste my time explaining anything to him..he wont get it..but he will notice..by my responses that im done im not there anymore... im not even angry or sad or anything..it is what it is..it was what it was.. but its not now and its not the future...

Mr. Big: Stay.
Carrie: I can't.
Mr. Big: Why not?
Carrie: Because, dear friend, you and I are like that red wall. It's a good idea in theory, but somehow it doesn't quite work.