Went to see Fever Ray last night at Webster Hall. Awesome. Absolutely loved it, Love them. Wow wow wow. I go to way too few shows these days! I promised myself that when I moved back to Nw York I would take advantage of the city in more ways and see more plays and shows and stuff that you cant see anywhere else or dont have as easy of an access to in other places.
Aren't they amazing?
God..I love this city....New York I love you!
9/30/2009
Concert state of mind
Change of heart
Amazing how things can change in a day or two..and how if you communicate clearly enough it sometimes makes a difference...
Giving it another shot with Mr W..time will tell how things will go between us I suppose...But I will give him a chance to do it right and if he cant I will move on. I hav to. I refuse to have anymore weeks of trying to make something work. It shouldnt have to be idfficult. It should flow! Shouldnt it?
9/28/2009
9/18/2009
Isnt this what we all want?
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”
So important...
“Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option”
9/14/2009
good advice?
If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no. If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.
Nora Roberts
The beginning of a new week..
So it's fashion week...and my final exam week...and in the middle of it all I am having major love drama...and..on top of that i cut my head open and had to staple it back together in the er...great times....
Breaking my own heart...
"I'm afraid to love, afraid to love so fast, because every time I fall in love it never seems to last"
9/10/2009
Fashion week begins!
Going to one of my favorite bars in Gramercy Park Hotel tonight. To celebrate the beginning of fashion week!!!
9/08/2009
Blast from the past
Interesting Hamptons weekend..got a few proposals actually :) hahaha..obv. drunken ones!!! got back last night.
Most interesting though was running in to good old Mr Ambitious..if anyone remembers him we had a rollercoaster relationship right before I left for Cayman and I havent seen him in..like 1 year and 2 months or something like that. At first I freezed and panicked because I didnt know what to say but then I just relaxed and we both kind of looked at eachother at the same time so we had to kind of walk up and talk... so we talked for a bit. I was never in love with him, but I loved him somehow. He was a safe sweet good guy and in retrospect I know I was probaby the worst girl he could have found! I was allover the place, my emotions were running wild and i was obsessing about Mr Big..it was just one of the most chaotic times of my life and Mr Ambitious was a rock for the time being. Anyways, It was nice to run into him. Meeting him reminded me of a lot of things. Mostly about how much I actually like him as a person still....And it made me think a little bit about how far I have come this past year. It's a nice feeling to look back and know that you are in a much better place now..but at the same time it bothers me a little bit that he probably wont get to know the normal nicer less self centered less chaotic me because I genuinely would like to have him as a friend. But hey, it happens. 
(paris +ex :) )
Tired today..Mr Workaholic made an unexpected trip to my place late last night. Very out of character for him. But I definitely appreciated the nightly company even if he had to leave at 6am to wooooooork again... :(
9/05/2009
Last days of summer....
Packing for another weekend in the hamptons! Probably the last summer weekend!?! looks like the weather will be beautiful! Love it! This pic is from a few weeks ago in the haaamps...............
Mr W is stuck working as usual..but he said he might come out tomorrow for a day or two at least..going to meet him for brunch before I leave at least..seeing way too little of him when his work gets crazy..:( I dont call im Mr workaholic for nothing.. :)
9/04/2009
Oh what a night...
Ugh..another hungover day.
Totally bizarre night last night. went out with a good friend of mine and we decided to meet her friend. her friend came with two other friends in tow and for some reason the group was just such a big clash. None of us liked eachther..We thought they were boring and geeky and they thought we were pretentious and high maintenance (so they said at the end of the night) my friend got really annoyed and became being extremely rude which in turn turend everybody else to be rude to eachother and the whole night was a disatser. At the end of the night one of the guys turned around to her and said that the best part of the night was going to be leaving her behind and knowing he'd never have to see her again in his life! hardcore! :)
So weird!
9/03/2009
Cute song..
I feel like this is mysong..our song..taking it soo slow..and yes this song is exactly what it is:
It's 5 o'clock in the morning
The conversation got boring
You said you were going to bed soon
So I snuck off to your bedroom
And I thought I'd just wait there
Until I heard you come up the stairs
And I pretended I was sleeping
And I was hoping you would creep in with me
You put your arm around my shoulder
And it was good the room got colder
And we moved closer in together
And started talking about the weather
You said tomorrow would be fun
And we could watch a place in the sun
I didn't know where this was going
When you kissed me
Are you mine?
Are you mine?
Cause I stay here all the time
Watching telly, drinking wine
Who'd have known?
Who'd have known?
When you flash up on my phone
I no longer feel alone
No longer feel alone
I haven't left you for days now
And I'm becoming amazed how
You're quite affectionate in public
In fact your friend said it made her feel sick
And even though it's moving forward
There's just the right amount of awkward
And today you accidentally called me baby
Are you mine?
Are you mine?
Cause I stay here all the time
Watching telly, drinking wine
Who'd have known?
Who'd have known?
When you flash up on my phone
I no longer feel alone
Let's just stay
Let's just stay
I wanna lie in bed all day
We'll be laughing all the way
You told your friends they all know
We exist but we're taking it slow
Let's just see how it goes
Let's see how it goes
Are you mine?
Are you mine?
Cause I stay here all the time
Watching telly, drinking wine
Who'd have known?
Who'd have known?
When you flash up on my phone
I no longer feel alone
Let's just stay
Let's just stay
I wanna lie in bed all day
We'll be laughing all the way
You told your friends they all know
We exist but we're taking it slow
Let's just see how it goes
Let's see how it goes
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