Just say Yes!

I'm supposed to have a study day today..trying hard to focus on my finance homework but can't stop listening to this amazing song by snow patrol..
My life has taken some strange turns over the last few weeks but I don't know how much I want to put out there...here.
I wish wish wish I wasn't so drawn to unavailability. It's as if yet again what nurtures me destroys me..my love life at the moment...My relationship with Mr W..I love it cant live without it but it is destroying me. Just like New York. Sometimes I feel that the innocense I lost to New York is forever lost...the city feeds my soul at the same time as it weakens it...it's a life I oly dreamed of but no one ever tells you the backside of it all. You can have it all but you will fall in traps along the way..I am desperately searching for that golden path to all I ever dreamed of..Oh well..suddenly I just got into a way deeper conversation than I had in mind..gah. I should be studying cash flow statements and liquidity ratios right now..



I'm running out of ways to make you see
I want you to stay here beside me
I won't be ok and I won't pretend I am
So just tell me today and take my hand
Please take my hand
Just say yes, just say there's nothing holding you back
It's not a test, nor a trick of the mind
Only love
It's so simple and you know it is
You know it is,
We can't be to and fro like this
All our lives
You're the only way to me
The path is clear
What do I have to say to you
For Gods sake, dear

Just say yes, coz Im aching and I know you are too
For the touch of your warm skin
As I breathe you in
I can feel your heart beat through my shirt
This was all I wanted, all I want
Its all I want