ain't it the life...

I just wrote a long long blog about stockholm and new york and how they compare. i wrote about how the people who've been here visiting lately have made me realize that stockholm is nothing like i want it to be. i read what i had written and it was just boring... but i just have some sort of need to say it out loud...is it all the same? is every place in the world sort of the same? or at leats the so called wstern part of the world?
is everyone looking to be someone everyhere? is it all superficiality and parties and drugs and money? is that all there is everywhere? if it is i dont know what to do anymore.

because im over it.


is there a place where we all belong? i dont know...sometimes i wish i could jut go back to my days of crazy backpacking and forget about the constant struggle we all have to face in reality.
Here are 2 pictures from the good old days...just to show you what im missing on a cold rainy day...