The sentence that's stuck in my head..

I'm thinking about an old song by robin which goes something along the lines of "sometimes life can be a bumpy ride". The ride I'm on right now sure is bumpy. Its back and forth up and down. Chaotic but at the same time absolutely boring. Weird right? There are just so many mixed messages, impressions and thoughts that form my life right now. I need some sort of set plan that's realistic. I need to live right here and now. I do that but at the same time I don't. Such a bumpy road.....