Random emotional reminiscing...

When I came home this strange melody got stuck in my head..parts of a song I hadn't heard in a long long long time...a song that was vaguely familiar..then it just kept on growing and becoming stronger in my head until the whole song was just in my head..
i hadn't thought of it or listened to the song since high school..so I ran out and asked my room mate (who is a friend from high school) if she recogniced my humming it at all and she did so I managed find it online.

The feelings that came over me and that are still coming over me as I am listening to it right now..are absolutely insane..I mean..I feel like I'm reliving a certain period of my life when this song sort of represented my relationship to someone..it's just so weird how all of the feelings from that time just resurfaced.

I almost felt like throwing up when I suddenly felt that horrible sad feeling of "over"..it was over between me and this guy and I was heartbroken, but relieved, bud angry and sad and just all of those mixed emotions came over me again.

Isn't it weird how a song or a sound or even a smell can bring back things you had long "forgotten"...wow..what an emotional crazy thing.