What happened to me?

I'm trying to convince myself to go to the gym? Where did my motivation go? I'm not even excited about the gym guy anymore (even if he's very cute he's kind of boring) I was so good for a while (no drinking, i was organized , i was working out everyday)now i just don't seem to be able to do anything. I'm exhausted..I'm a mess..my room's the biggest mess.. i guess i should clean it..If I dared I would post a picture of how it looks but I'm afraid you'd be too disgusted! ;)