guuys..and by that I mean YOU!

youre boring! I know youre a pretty big bunch of people reading this. I know that because I spy on you..the way you spy on me. Hrm I don't really get quite as much info about you as you get about me but I do know how many times you check in on this little blog..which country youre in..how much time you spend on each page. Shit that anyone who has a webpage knows about its visitors. Don't worry now..I don't know who you are. But I'd like to. So this is shout out to you reading this right now! I want your feedback...but I know youre not going to give it to me!!! Haha guess I know you well enough to know that!

love you guys for reading this little blog but I need you to give me some comments, opinions, thoughts whatever. I promise it will be more fun!

who'll win!?!?

Have to say its getting really interesting to watch the race between Clinton and Obama. Caught myself choosing to watch CNN over E! today..!

Who do u think will win?

I disgust myself a little bit... :)

Just to be poliyically correct i said a little bit. I meant to say a whole fucking lot!!!

Only about a week left until I leave for Miami. And I'm nowhere near as fit as i SHOULD be if im going be walking around on the beach. Good thing I just had 6 (!!!) chocolate bars..that's going to help. I'm so disgusted!!!! Oh well at least they were supposed to be that healthy kind of granola chocolate.

No..I can't convince myself that that makes it more ok?!? Haha I really don't know anyone who's as sick as me when it comes to candy.

Good morning!

But it's not the best morning..! Hahha..It's been crazy in the office all morning and we are all walking on egg shells..no one seems to be in a great mood and its been in and out and in and out of the presidents office all day discussing a million issues..gaah.. At least I am in a good mood..maybe not great just this second..but I'm back to normal and I feel good. I feel more stable and it's so nice..Just thought I'd let you know after all the whining and complaining a week or so back!

Gym guy nr 2?!?

Ok! There's a new gym guy. The original gym guy has been gone for a while so today I found new eye candy. Oh god pretend I didnt just write that like some crazy old grandma. Haha
so what should we call this guy??? He looks like Edward norton does in American history x. Funny, the other gym guy looks exactly like Adrian grenier from entourage! So we have a movie star and a tv star in the house. Let's call them Adrian and ed? Haha or no... I can't think of anything better!? Any suggestions? Feel free to leave a comment! :)

The day after

Laughing so hard that I couldn't even pose for a picture!!!

The Saturday night crew

Monia, emma and her bf

She's f*cking Matt Damon...na na na!

oh god... I think I was probably still drunk as I wrote that post yesterday!!! Haha ended up waking my sleeping friend up to go for Mexican food. We couldnt stop laughing all day.. We actually had like 4 different people come up to us at different points during the day just asking us what was so funny!? Haha well just everything..everything I said and did that Saturday night..and everything she said and did..and the drunken texts we sent..and the place and the people. And yeah..maybe the fact that were still drunk and only had about 3 hours of sleep?

Just bad a regular day at work today..ended up watching the jimmy kimmel and Sarah Silverman videos about "fucking matt Damon/ ben affleck" a few times...hilarious!


Here is a still from the video Jimmy Kimmel did with ben Affleck!

Oh what a night...

And what a few days...Having a real up moment right now! Had such a great night last night!
Such a great night! But it was funny..remember how I said that the likeliness of me running in to mr model were slim to none? Well of course I ran in to him last night...but that had nothing to do with my strange awesome night. He was just there being his usual self..but he was actually funnier than ever. Isn't it just nice when you know youre so over someone and you just don't care.. I honestly didnt really care last night and today I don't really either...it was nice to get that closure. I need more than he'll ever give me. And that's ok...last night was just so crazy in every way! It was one of those nights when everyone was in the right mood had the perfect drunkeness and I don't know. Its hard to explain but it was just fun. Because we didnt really care about anything!?!

.I ended up crashing at monias place...

Now im just waiting for her to wake up so we can have some greasy
hangover food!!!

so Hello..

my dearest readers..I'm thinking that I don't know about this blog anymore..Just wanted to give you a little update. i need to figure some things out..but I feel a lot better! There was never really a reason for feeling weird I was just going a little crazy! :) You know what I mean..I hope..it's just a lot of things that are going on right now..some things are great..some things not so much..its been a crazy time! I'll get back to you soon!
xoxoxoxox

so I feel..

a little bit better..but I'm still not in a good mood..so I'll spare you guys all the details of my messed up mind and come back when I'm Ok again!
xxx

All I need is love!

Sorry..I have been bad at posting today.
.ive had one of those days when nothing has felt ok. I have been doubting everything and everyone around me.

I think its just the hangover blues..and im sure ill feel better tomorrow.but I just want it to go away now!

Brunched at Stanton social today and throughout the whole brunch I just felt like I was in a glass box looking out. Just surreal. I keep thinking negatively.....

I hope I feel better tomorrow.....

having one of those days...

You know when you wake up and youre just uncomfortable!? Dont know whatt's wrong really.its kind of like john mayers song "somethings missing"..god I love him. He always puts my thoughts into words. ..I'm in such a strange mood. Think it might be because I've been drinking three nights in a row now...not good for me.

My gothic obsession

My new ballerinas! I have a new obsession with spiked punky shoes and
accessories! In the background is one of my favorite manolos in the
same style!

Shopping shopping

Walking home from a long day of crazy vintage shopping in soho with
angelina sara and monia...or well I actually couldn't find anything so
I dont know if it still called shopping then but angelina found a
gucci bag and louboutin shoes, sara got a Dior belt. I was hoping to
find a pair of python louboutin booties I had seen about a week ago at
one of the stores but of course they were long gone.. :(
I did however find 2 cute flats on my way back home..not that I'll be
able to wear them in this weather...!

I've been convinced to go out again tonight so I better get ready!

Sent from my iPhone

weird

I had written a long text to accompany that picture but it disappeared and I'm not going to write it all again. I am blogging from my phone since my computer hAsnt been fixed yet.

Ok so in short: I had a great dinner with the girls then we went barhopping. I had another woman hit on me which was pretty random..I really don't know what's up with that!!! Haha but I dont really mind its just funny how it started like 2 weeks ago?!?

Going to jump in the shower and get ready to meet up with monia now.

Later!

Partying it up..again!

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"A little drink"?

See (below) how I wrote that I was going to run out for "a little drink" last night..?!?! damn it..why didn't I just hold that thought? A little drink became waaaaaaay too many glasses of wine..dammit! I am dying here..and now I have to go home and get ready for another night out. Aww..the painful life of sanna..

Planning the night..

Tonight I'm going to an amazing sushi place in the lower east with some of my girlfriends..we have been talking about getting a big dinner together for a long time and I think it's finally happening tonight! Should be great fun! I wish I wasn't so tired but I totally am..and it sucks.. :(

2 advils + 2 Tylenols = still bad hangover

Today is such a painful day..I have been hungover all day and I am about to go kill myself. No not really. but it's bad...I don't even know what happened last night..We were going for one drink which turnded in to like7 glasses of wine each + a shot marathon! God just thinking about it makes me sick.

I had another woman come on to me last night! What's up with my new lesbian vibe? i have no idea why but lately I have had so many women come on to me!!! She was waving from the other side of the bar all night..and then she bought my friend and me a bunch of shots and then she finally came over to make a killing...Oh god......I laughed out loud on my way to the subway this morning just thinking about her. Hilarious.

THIS is what makes blogging cool...

Just got an email from my friend Richard:

"Your words are changing the world!!!

A friend is having boy troubles and asked for my thoughts and in my response I included what you wrote on your Mr Model blog...and this is what she wrote back

Loved what your friend Sanna wrote in her blog, has made me think about things a lot clearer (woaa bad grammer) and your reply, everything made sense!!! ;)
I know this sounds sad but have actually printed off a few things you've said as its so true and makes me feel better everytime i read it!!! Lol!!!

You probably didn't think it when you were writing your little spat about Mr Model, but look at how you're benefitting everyone else! :)"

It's so cool that my confused rambling thoughts can actually help someone or inspire someone..Pretty amazing...

Guessing game

I'm about to run out for a little drink now! On the pic I'm holding what my friend gave me today! If you can guess what it is I'll be very impressed!

hahaha

Not part of my "say yes" philosophy..

Just ran out from the office to meet up with a friend for a second! She got me a little valentines gift! aw she's soo cute.

On my way back I was asked out on a date by a very cute stranger...I said No. Of course..I always say no to those type of things which is probably a bad thing..I should be more open..but I would just feel totally awkward and weird. :)

Happy Valentines to all!

Enjoying this predetermined day of romance? ;)


I am getting bitter emails from my single friends which I can sort of understand in a way (ehm when your colleagues receive huge bouquets of roses and you get nothing-sure) but I cant help but think it’s slightly pathetic at the same time. I mean valentines day is very cute for whoever is in a loving relationship. Its a reason to show him or her how much they mean for you. It’s great to get presents (which makes me think I should have kept on dating a guy I was seeing not too long ago..he would have definitely got me something over the top today..but then again..its so not worth it.)

But seriously singles..why the bitterness and desperation today?

I refuse to get bitter on valentines day...what's tha all about? I’m enjoying my life..and I won’t settle for anything less than butterflies and a great person quite frankly. Maybe I’m in that single zone..that zone that I should probably be afraid I’ll never get out of..when you are just a little too comfortable being very selfish and self absorbed and independent. I mean so many people have told me “in a nice way” that maybe I’m just a little too strong and a little too independent for anyone to feel that they can take care of me (isn't that just weird and backwads of someone to say that though?)..but until I find that right person (who gets me!)I feel pretty damn good spending Valentines with my lovely lovely friends like I’m doing tonight.

Woohoo

it worked! I'm a genius..ehm almost. Good night now..I hope most of you wake up happy next to your valentine tomorrow! Think I will?

Testing!?!

Ok so I just wanted to try to blog from my email so I can attach
photos from my phone. Hopefully it works! The cord to my laptop
started striking yesterday so I have to use my phone until I get a new
cord! Anywhoooo I have just fallen deeply in love with Alberta
Ferettis new dresses! This white one that rebecca gayheart is wearing
is to die for! Loving the sleeves and sequins..and really just the
whole look!

From one thing to another...

You wanted to know where I found the ecards!? Go to www.someecards.com and put a smile on your friends faces! Sometimes a smile is worth so much...maybe that's something that girl could have needed? Knowing someone cared enough about her to even just pass on a funny joke...sometimes so little can mean so much. Anyways no need to try to make this post any deeper! Haha i can be so melodramatic sometimes...!

Probably just a normal day for a cop but...

This city can be so...crazy sometimes! On my way back home from my little coffee date I passed by the weirdest scene...couldnt help but think about the old saying that this city either makes you or breaks you...there were like 10 police men, 5 police cars and 30 onlookers and one young woman about my age being held down by three police men on the street. She was screaming and flipping out and the police were trying to calm her down. It was just so crazy to look at her on see the hysteria in her eyes. I don't know if she was drunk,on drugs, or just insane..I asked a lady what was going on and she just said like it was nothing that the girl had flipped out in the street and someone called the police. The whole thing was just so awful..the way people were so detached but curious enough to just stay and watch like it was some soap opera. I just walked away with a strange feeling in my stomach wondering what could possibly make you become like that...

The pro's of working in the fashion industry!

Have just been going crazy ordering personal stuff from our factories in Italy..I love the discounts we get! I feel like I've just had an amazing shopping spree! I'm in a great mood!

Now I'm off to meet up with my friend for some coffee after work..haha exciting stuff huh..bu no after work drinks today...!

Winter rain..

Another rainy cold day in the city of blinding lights..I'm about to go under. i neeeeed some sun..I need some heat..At least the Miami trip isn't too far away. Can't wait for that! Really. I feel like life is on pause when the weather is like this. If I made more moeny and had more vacation days I would be sooooo out of here right now! :)

The wellkept secrets of the new yorkers...

On my way home from work today I went for a much needed manicure with some of the girls from work. One of the new girls knew this amazing little hidden place very close to where I live. Super cute really good and dead cheap! These type of things are so new york to me... Little hotspots hidden behind a restaurant, down in a basement or a just a discreet door which for a passerby would seem like nothing but known to locals or a special crowd through word of mouth. Anyways this place is a new favorite for sure! Aah..im so glad yhat the evening is here..I'm so exhausted...think im just going to sit back home and listen to the wind and the rain outside in my pyama a hot big cup of tea and pretty nails... Maybe call some friends...talk nonsense for a while and then crash and dream that summer is here.

Funny!

Ok sorry for the multiple posts and schizo moods today..but I just found the funniest website...! Have been sending out ecards to all of my friends this morning..HILARIOUS!





Yeah..work is really slow today so I've been enjoying myself. :)

Talking about the gym..

I haven't seen the GYM GUY in forever!?! Where is he hiding...? Unfortunately I see the GYM LADY all the time..!

Another point of view..

I just wanted to say that surprising enough I woke up with a big smile this morning. The whole "decision making problem" is I might not be able to stay in New York after the summer because my Visa expires and it doesn't look like there's a way of renewing it...last night it felt like the end of my world. But today when I woke up there was something that just made me feel at ease...there is something weird about me..I like to move around..I like to go to new places so this might just mean a new adventure.Today it feels like a new beginning. Belive me..there is not one part of me that wants to leave this city..but there are parts of me who need to move, go somewhere else and find something new. I could live in New York my whole life and always find something new..but it's still always going to be the same..do I make any sense at all?

Anyways..everything in my life is up in the air and I just have these butterflies in my stomach..the world is open to me. I can do whatever I want to do..and today is whatever I want it to be..I can be angry or sad or I can be happy..and I'm choosing the later.

Had an amazing workout session at the gym this morning where I just pumped all of my energy in to the workout..which I never do..It just felt good. I feel good.

Yeah so I might be repeating myself...

... But sometimes I wonder If there's a plan for all of us or if its all just chance? If there's some kind of plan for me I'd like to know it. Like now.

Yet again I'm blogging about life and all the choices we have to make. How do we ever know that they're right? How do we know that the other road wouldn't have led us down a better or easier path? As you can probably tell I'm once again confused...I think it might be my age and the time of my life that makes this all so much more relevant to me. Right now I can almost do whatever I want. Life is so open and I just feel this weird pressure to do more.. Take care of my time better, explore more of the world. But then again I also want go futher career wise..Life is making me crazy.

There are so many choices to make. So much can happen and if this city has taught me something it is to be open to lifes opportunities because they are everywhere. Right now my destiny or god or just life's coincidences has taken me to a fork in the road. i have to make some choices and I have to make them soon..but how do you ever know what's really right for you?

At least seasons change...

Ok I know this picture shows snow..at least we don't have any of that but still
I just have to say that I am dreading the cold weather that is outside of my office..bohooho..sometimes I wonder why I ever moved to a city that get's this cold? If I could move this whole city to a warmer climate-zone (is that a word?) it would be the best city that ever existed..but hey..I guess you can't have everything right?

Dinner plans..

Going to run off soon to meet up with Monia for dinner tonight. She just started her new job at a company right next to where I live! It's quite cool..hopefully we'll meet more often now that we are so close like that (but then again I work close to where she lives too..and yet we don't manage to meet up more than maybe twice a week becase of our busy busy schedules!). Anyways, I'm excited to see her and hear all about her new job and her crazy weekend which she has already strated telling me about! and..not to forget...all of the gossip!

Thanks daahlin...

Thanks Rich for your comments and feeback. I wanted to post this so that everyone could read (cause I don't know how many people actually bother to read the comments even if they should!!).
here is Rich's feedback on the note I found in the cab:

What an amazing thing to find... It's kind of nice to think that people are out there taking notice of things like that still...especially in a place like New York, rather than rushing around between work, getting their tall soy half cap skimmy flat lemon latte cappachino, yelling at taxi drivers and rushing to the next meeting or social event.

Seems odd that whoever wrote it would leave it in a cab. It almost seems like he/she could have written it and left it in a cab to enlighten the next passenger (which in turn has passed it onto her blog and enlightened me).

Freeeezing f*cking day!

Morning!
Sitting here by my desk at work sipping a big peppermint tea..my throat has been sore for a few days now..I'm scared I might be getting thonsilitus..which happens to me about once a year..god I hope not..
Woke up with a big smile on my face this morning, looked out the window, an amzingly clear and beautiful day..that was until I stepped outside. Oh. MY.GOD! It's freezing out there..I was soo shocked..turns out it was like 9 degrees (fahrenheit of course.

New York Observer?!

Just found this note in my bag. I randomly found it in the cab on my way home last night..someitmes I can't help but laugh at myself..who would take a hand written note (written by a stranger) found in a cab home? Ehmm..me apparantly.

Anyways..I think I must have thought it would be a juicy love letter or something that I could read. Now why would I enjoy that? I don't know. I guess in a way it's like reading a blog..you get some kind of weird peak into someone elses life, you become a piece of a world that's not yours for a second, you don't know why your're interested but you know that want to read. Ok anyways..turns out this note is some kind of poem..or song lyric. (Let me know if you reognize it!)

Maybe it's just someones's random thoughts, som observer in the street wrote what he or she saw down..and then randomly or purposely left it in the cab..

"Old timer with a straw hat serenades a woman half his age nearly talk his height singing songs she could never recognize because its way before her time and the years have scratched his voice like somebodys favorite record.

She puts on her make up in the subway car. He keeps singing. Now more humming to himself. He smiles. She puts down her compact looks over and wonders what he might have been like when his voice sounded like a fresh pressed 45 (4s?).
Peter Charles"

I have no idea what it i..but I wanted to share it..I think its quite a beautiful observation...don't you?

Last nights birthday dinner

So how impressed are you by my "on the go" blogging last night?? haha...!Well ok at least I'm quite impressed by myself! :)

I've been in bed all day trying to recover from the flu that's slowly creeping up on me..butI'm not really feeling any better unfortunately..anyways the weather is amazing so I have to go outside for a bit. Just thought I'd blog a second before I run out (not that it matters so much now that I can blog on the go! woho!)

Here are som pics from last nights birthday celebration for Stephanie at Buddha in the Meatpacking District! If you ever go you have to try the "Pink Angel" drink they have..with crushed raspberries..and lime..lovely!
Here is the gorgeous birthday girl Stephanie:


Sarah and I in matching tops:

cool!

soho I'm in a cab on my way to the dinner just wanted to try blogging from the iPhone! Cool! I'll let you guys know about tonight tomorrow! Have a great Saturday night!!

Rejuvenation!

Here we go...after cleaning out everything around me I htink it's time to clean myself up! So..now I'm going to get out of the disgusting cleaning clothes, jump in the shower and take care of:

First hair:


Then face:


Then body:

Almost done!

Phew! I won't have time for the gym which is a bit of a bummer, but a least I got a lot of other things done today..I dont think i've been this organized since I moved in to this place! Feels good..I've just got a few thingsz left to organize in the closet before my home-spa begins!

Taking a little break no in my black leggings, long shirt, bright red socks and greasy hair without any makeup..as you can probably imagine I'm a mess! :)

Going to a birthday party tonight with some people I haven't seen in forever..so I'm thinking I should try to look my best!? Right? (Or actually I think one should always ry to look ones best..but sometimes you just dont have the time to look as good as you could or should!)

Anyways. Just going to finish off organizing my closet and then I'll get back to u about how I plan to work my wonders and become a presentable person!

Productivity!

I am having one of those productive days today. I have made a long to do list of things that I need to get done before tonight..the list includes exciting stuff like

* Hand in laundry/pick up laundry
* Clean room
* Clean bathroom
* Clean kitchen
* Rearrange closet
* Organize desk
* Go to the Gym
* "Spa" -to refresh myself a little for toniiiight.

Good thing it's raining outside..It's the perfect day to get things like these done! And even greater that I look just like in that picture when I'm cleaning...or not! ;)

Buh-byyye my dear "friends"..

You know what? Yesterday I was so pissed off about having to get a new phone number and and re enter all of my contacts and all..today I'm starting to feel like it was a new fresh start.

No weirdos have my number anymore - not that I give out my number a lot.. but if you know anything about the world of promoters in this town-I'll get to that sometime- you know how annoying they are. I purposely have not given out my new number to any of the people I don't really want or need in my life..and I have not entered the phone numbers of some people into my new phone..like "mr model" if anyone remembers a post about a month ago? Well he's not in my phonebook and he doesn't have my new phone number..it feels like the definite good bye..unless we ever run into each other (which doesn't happen too often in this big city) its bye bye forever daaahling.

And bye bye random people whom I only had in my phonebook to be nice (the type f people you go "eeehm you know what..why don't I take your phone numberinstead?" to)

..It's good..its all good in da hoood!

Busy busy busy day..

Wow what a crazy day..Just got home from work and I'm exhausted..Might actually have to come in and work tomorow too..not too excited about that..

Back to normal!

Ok let's start today off with a bit of positivity. It is friday..my iphone finally works (but I had to change my number- and hear this- when I got off the phone with at&t 1,5 hours had passed). Oops the positivity was hard to keep going! Ha ha ha! But hopefully this was the end of a very annoying week. Everything is resolved really..I have a good weekend ahead of me...and now I've got to get ready for work!

oops

ok.. I feel a little stupid for the outburst..It!s just been the longest most annoying procedure. When this is resolved I promise I'll make the blog a little less angry and a little more fun!

Just a little more anger to complete the theme of the week

NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER BUY A LOCKED IPHONE FROM APPLE OR AT&T...Just a warning..it's the dumbest thing I have ever done..all of the fees deposits contracts and shit that I hav had to gothrough for this f*cking phone is just not worth it in any way. I have now been on the phone with AT&T for about 45 minutes and no one knows anything about anything and they keep putting me on hold..i am about to explode..that is how fuuuucking pissed off i am...if i had bought an unlocked phone it would have easily made up for this 1000 times...god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Le fluuuue... :(

I had to go home in the middle of the game last night because I was feeling feverish and nauseous..sitting at work right now feeling the same way..I'm afraid I've finally been hit with the flu.. damn it..it's on it's way..I know it...

Knicks game!

Only 15 more minutesbefore I can go home from work...

Going to some Knicks basketball game tonight. I'm really not the sporty type of girl..but I got free tickets and a few of my friends are going so I thought I'd tag along as part of my "say yes" philosophy!

John: my future husband...

Aw I just remembered my dream from last night...I was on tour with John mayer..hahaha..I have the silliest crush on that guy..it's like his songs just speak to me and describe everything I've been wanting to say..before...and now in different scenarios. And he just seems like an amazing person.. super funny, cool, plays the guitar (always a plus!!!) and not to mention how hot he is...
Oh well..I guess I'll just resort to day dreaming instead.

End of fashion week..finally

Another day at work. Fashion Week is coming to it’s end and things are slowing down at work. Feels good…! I think the last show is tomorrow and then we are all set!

Spent my whole night yesterday trying to figure it my iphone out so now I’m finally all set and I will shut up. (I managed to get my Iphone working by setting up some sort of “pay as you go” account (really bad plan) I know I promised not to bore you with more shit about this but it’s been consuuuuuming me these last few days!

Over and out!

Saying Yes...

Ended up not going to that dinner..as I was walking home from work I caught myself thinking that I should say yes to more things around me..because really life is all about coincidences and meeting people and taking chances..and still when my friend called I just said no without even thinking twice. ..Ok..tomorrow is a new day. AND i promise no to bore you with my technology problems.

Returning the f*cking phone...

Ok..so I've now officially wasted a whole night trying to figure out what to do with this phone. I totally need to return it..I love the phone ( eventhough I can't use it) I mean the thing is just ridiculous..I have to pay a registration fee, a deposit AND be under contract for 2 years with AT&T...I mean it's probably the worst deal I've ever heard of.

AND TO TOP IT OFF I NEED TO PAY UP 50 BUCKS TO RETURN IT! Some "Box-opening" fee...OH pleeeease.

Ok..now I need to start focusing on something more positive. I'm sure I've bored you all enough.

To go or not to go, that is the...eternal question!

So I still haven't figured out what to do with my dear Iphone..I totally just impulse bought it and now I just don't klnow what to do anymore. Whatever..I am totally boring everyone around me.

On another note one of my friends is having dinner with a very well known designer tonight and she doesn't want to go alone. i'm thinking that it would be kind of weird of me to tag along but at the same time it seems to be a big dinner..Hm..I don't know. Do I ever EVER know exactly what to do? i think this blog has made me realize more than ever how confused I can be!!!

Why does it always rain on me?

Ok...I'm not too excited about my iphone anymore..I just came back form a horrible lunch where I ran around in the rain to all of the different phone companies trying to figure out what to do..i hate that I have to use AT&T especially since they are trying to make me put down a 500 dollar deposit (because I don't have a long enough credit history i the U.S)...I'm so tired..maybe I should just return it and get a blackberry instead..but I just reeeeeeaallly reeeeaaallly want this to work..oh and to add to the injury they released the 16GB Iphone today..and I got the 8GB yesterday...gaah.

!!!

I feel like everyone around me is getting sick right now. So many of my colleagues are sick and my room mate has been in bed with the flu for a whole week..gaah..I can’t stand it! It’s all around me! Help!

Today at lunch I am activating my Iphone! Unless I unlock it..But I don’t know if that’s a bad idea..The only thing I don’t like about activating it with AT&T is that I have to have the contract for like…..2 years!!? Who even knows where I’ll be then?

My new baby!

So I got the Iphone today!!! I love it already....although it's only charging yet! :)

Rich how did you manage to unlock it and keep the warranty? Are there different ways of unlocking the phone?

Bad day...

I’m sooo pissed off…I forced myself to go to the gym this morning..I was tired I only had about 5 hours of sleep but I still dragged myself out of bed and I went. On my way out of the gym I realized that I had left my ipod in the locker but I was already late for work so I decided that I would probably be fine just calling the gym the second I got in to work. Bad idea…the phone lines at the gym were down until 2 o clock and when I finally reached someone they concluded that there was no Ipod to be found anywhere..Suuuucks. I mean it was such a stupid way of reasoning anyways, that I almost deserve it. (aaaalmost!)

Meanwhile..my phone is like breaking down too so I think I might buy an Iphone to combine the ipod and phone..but the annoying part is that I will have to unlock it and loose the warranty and everything if I want to keep my t-mobile contract that I actually like. We’ll see…..

Shhhhh....

What's wrong with me? I've been so tired all day and now I'm sleepless..unbelievable. Twisting and turning in my bed..

It doesn't exactly help that theres a helicopter circulating above my building, cars honking and people on the streets screaming and chanting..damn super bowl...! Interfering with my much needed sleep :)

My sad excuse of a day...

I have really not managed to get anything done today. What a waste of a weekend.! This is why I shouldnt drink...I get so unproductive when I am hungover!!! This picture really captures what it looks like at my place right now..but once again I'm too embarassed to show you guys what areal mess I am..so Ill just post this "borrowed" pic from inmagine.

My confusion is killing me...

Just got off a long long long phone conversation with my parents..they left me even more confused about my future plans. My dad wants me to come home and run his business..which is not going to happen for at least a few years (at least i know that for sure)..I can't go home yet...

I love New York so much..but sometimes the city is so demanding! You get so affected by everyone's ambition and strive and the constant stress.

Right now I am happy ..A lot of things are happening and I am having fun..so i'll put off any decisions for a little longer!

Camstah!

Just got an email from my best friend in Sweden!!! She wants to come over and visit soon!!!! Yeyeyeyeyeyey!!!! Loooove it!

Another drunken night!

Good morning good morning!

As ususal I haven't been able to stay asleep after a night of drinking! And yours truly has of course resorted to her little blog!

Last night was a good night..the fashion show was fun and cool and we had 2nd row seats. Went with my dear Sara. Here she is with her little goodie bag!


After that we went to Gramercy Park Hotels Rose Bar and had a few glasses of wine..we were a little chocked to see the check..148 dollars???? for like 6 glasses all together...ok..great...at least we had some nice eye candy..I've often wondered where all the hot guys in this town are..think I've got my answer. Just before we jumped in to the taxi Sara was smoking outside and chatting with Colin Farrell. He was cute but much shorter than I had thought (aren't they all).

Then we went on to The box where we had more expensive drinks (what ever happened to all the guys in the bars..we only had girls serving us tonight..and I'm sorry to say it but the guys reeeeeeally do give a lot of discounts and freed drinks whereas girls never ever do!!) and then we went on to Gold Bar which was the biggest disappointment yet. Everyone has been talking so much about that bar!?!? What's the deal? Maybe we were just really drunk by then?

Time to stop harassing you guys..

Ok. I've posted way too many posts today..I KNOW!
hangovers are a bitch!

Howeeever.turns out that today was the day I had the highest amount of vistors to this blog!! COOL!

Am about to run out to the Sari Gueron show now. Just have to pull myself together and put somthing a litle nicer than my pyama on!

You'll hear from me soon..you know it!

Richelito

Daaarling Richard..so the time has come for your official second shout out..this time I’ll be nice! Thanks for your NICE feedback today. I'm glad you recogniced yourself in that one post you described and that you like the music on my page!

Now will you remember to call me tomorrow? ;) haha

Anywyas everyone: That's what I hope..that whoever you are that's reading this can identify with stuff that I am wiritng..or at least just have fun reading it!?!

Pheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew...............zzzz

So now that I am back home I just got sooo exhausted.. Like all of the air just went out of my lungs..phew...just popped some advils against the hangover ( whyyyy do i have to get hungover so easilý?) an now I'm chewing on sour skittles, drinking water and blogging away my saturday..hahah.but you know what? It's what I feel like doing..

Think i might watch some episodes of LOST now..and try to get sleep (although knowing myself that's not going to happen)..theres a new fashion show at 7 tonight..so I should maybe try to stay a little fresh for that...! :)

Back home...

Just got back from the Costello Tagliapietra show..it was ver charming and chill.very slinky dresses and flowy materials..but nothing really caught my eye...

The swagbags were cool! Got a really beautiful candle and lots of make up from MAC. Me like.

I walked over there because it's really only about 6 streets and a few avenues away from me...but boy was that a stupid decision?! My feet felt like they were going to come off by the time I got there. Lesson learned today? - Never walk more than 2-3 blocks in high heels.(but you know-i know i'll do it again

The Baby Phat show..

Sitting on my bed writing this as my head is about to explode..hangover combined with an upcoming cold..and it doesn't feel so good! :/

Last night was fun!
The Baby Phat show was packed..Joss Stone (maybe the most annyoing celeb !?!), tyra banks, russell simmons, damon dash, victoria silvstedt, andre leon talley, djimoun hounsou, christina milian..and so on, were there. Saw some amazing coctail dresses that I really want! I am going to have to post a picture of this amazing grey dress that I neeeeeeed to get..(but it's on my friends camera)

My friend and I were late (why is it so hard to find a cab in this city when it rains?) so we missed the whole coctail reception and had to go straight to our seats so afterwards we went to a random bar in the area and had some flirtinis...mmm!
Then we went on to that house warming party where I downed a few drinks felt dizzy and just tired and went home!

And now.....Im actually off to another fashion show!

A night on the town..!

I'm off to the Baby Phat show and then a "moving in" party at a friends apartment! Should be a good night!

Wow I haven't even thought about the fact that it's friday! Yippie!

YOU...!

A study I found had this info on blog readers: 90% of readers are lurkers (read or observe without contributing) with only 9% of users contributing ‘a little’ and 1% actively contributing.
Thought it was funny..you guys recognice yourselves? I just thought it was interesting..I really appreciate any feedback I get..although I know it's so easy to just breeze through!

Fashion shows...

Just rsvp'd to a bunch of fashion shows that I hope I'll be able to go to! They're over the weekend so that's good. I can't go to the ones that are during work hours unfortunately..

I love that fashion week makes life a little more happening over the few days it spans over. I am defintely going to take advantage of all of the happenings this week. It's cool that I get the opportunity go to these things so I don't wee why not?

Some of the people I work with seem pretty over it..I guess everybody has their own way of looking at it..some think that in their free time they want to get away from all the stress and superficiality that this business brings and I guess I can see the point..but really, I've chosen this business because it's fun and it's happening and it's young and cool and,..well exciting..so really. I'm going to have as much fun as I can and take full advantage of the access that I have to these things! Au Revoir!

A second to write..!

Good morning everyone!
Feeling good today surprisingly...Could be the first time I don't have a hangover from champagne! :)

Thanks Lacey for your uplifting message! I love the feedback you give! It made my morning! And let me tell you..it's a cold rainy morning in the city...so some positive feedback was very welcome!