Long weekend..and vague plans..

So the last few days back in New York have been fun but exhausting..I have been out drinking catching up with my friends every night..last night I met up with Mr. Model again..but Í didnt feel the way I used to..I just dont know if we have any of that excitement left? He used to make me crazy..now it seems Mr. Big does instead..but I have decided togive Mr. Big the sack from my life. I cannot stand his arrogance and disrespect anymore. He's an asshole and I dont even think he knows it..I think he is so used to getting what he wants that he doesnt even know that he is disrespectful...kind of. Its been fun but I cant be played with the way he wants..Im just not that girl. So I guess bye bye.
Mr. Model..well i guess I'll see him occasionally but I really dont know anymore..THen theres also Mr. Ambitious whos in the background..he just pisses me off too..I mean I dont even know if I care baout him but we have a bunch of misunderstandings and I hate it when people dont even want to bother to kind of solve problems. Oh well. drama drama drama.



So this weekend is a bit up in the air..I was hopng that one of my men would invite me out for a fun weekend in the hamptons or something..but i guess thats too much to wish for..hahha..i think i might be going out there tomorow anyways..the problem is that Mr. Ambititous might be there and we havent seen eachother in a month ( the last time was in my apartment in the middle of the night when i was basically crying saying i didnt want to see him anymore! the draaaama). That could be awkward..especially considering the fact that hes pissed off with me..i dont know. we will see..im just happy to have tomorrow off!!! yiha!