Playing the players...

I have had a few rewarding days..
had a great date with Mr Workaholic last night..so I'm positive about that. We'll see what's going to happen there..I'm not going to hold my breath again. I feel in control though.Finally. At least for now.

Even more rewarding is that I have finally got a little bit of revenge on last summers obsession: Mr Big. We have been in touch a bit lately (just for fun of course I know where I stand this time) and its been amazing to finally be the one who's on top of the game..the one deciding whats going on. I totally played him these last few days and I know it might not have been the nicest thing but it felt so fucking nice to just be able to be like "fuck you right back"..for everything that you have done and the positions you put me in suddenly the game has changed and you want me more than i want you. I'm n charge. He got so angry and confused..guess the player doesnt like to be played..hahahah...sorry but he totally deserves it..and I even called him out on it. he cant expect respect if he doesn't give it...he's just so fun though. there's something so strangely exciting about being in touch with him..he just has a way of entertaining me through his texts and he really keeps a conversation going unlike mr Workaholic. However, this time around I know exactly what to expect and I am not buying his words or excuses or games. It's on my terms.

Summer is here!

For anyone who hasnt been readint his blog before this is how I used to feel once upon a time:

http://city-starling.blogspot.com/2008/06/open-letter-for-my-own-mr-big.html