What nurtures me destroys me

Never ever has this quote meant as much to me..in the light of what happened to Michael Jackson this famous wide spread quote took on a new meaning to me and once I finally could start to understand it and actually really really get it..it meant so much to me as a person as well.
What I love is essentially what is destroying me. But it keeps me alive...I couldnt live without certain things..but it's also destroying my very being at the same time.
No I'm absolutely not talking about drugs..I am talking about relationships, cities, people..things that you cant live without even though you know deep inside that it's no good for you...but wwithout it your life would be empty..
So Angelina..I finally get your tattoo an for a split second I almost wanted one for myself...but naaah tattoos arent for me.

I tried to explain my thoughts to a friend tonight..and more often than not I find myself a bit too deep for most of my firends..love them to death but my deepest thoughts bore most people to death. Its okay...I'll just write it here ;)

Quod me nutrit, me destruit.