A new life

So good morning..I thought I'd tell you all about my new conviction. I am going to loose 5 kilos before I head o Luxemburg with work..that leaves me about 11 days to get in top shape. Actually already lost about 2..so I really wanted to loose 7 but hey..

I met up with a friend from new york a few days ago and she was like " oh my boyfriend didnt think id recognize you" I was like ..why not? "oh cause you said you were going to loose all that weight over the summer"..and then it kind of struck me that i had completely forgot about that and now all of my friends in new york think theyre gonna see this amazingly thin girl coming off the plane and the reality is/was another. That got me motivated. I will be back in New York for a few days before I leave for the cayman..and I have these fantasies I'll run into Mr Big and look absoutely great and he wont ever be able to get it again. Hahah. I know I wont run into him but I still kind of use it as my motivation just because. I am getting really motivated by Kate Bosworth also. She is so beautiful.
So Im geting started and Im really motivated..I have been taking long walks in the forest and I havent had any alcohol for a week.. I gues sthat could change tonight since I'm back in stockholm with a bunch of friends who all seem to want to go out all the time..but so far so good I feel great!