Thoughts...

The past few days have felt kind of long..I think I am ready to leave now..Kind of ready for something new and exciting..ready to start my new life…I have no idea what to expect but I am getting tired of living in limbo. Right now Im not living my real life..its the longest time I have been in Sweden for like 3 years—im loving spending time with friends and family but I am also getting really really ready to start MY life..right now it seems so vague. What is my real life? I have never even been to the island I am moving to.
I am looking forward though…
Being home for too long almost makes you realize too much..you cant even make excuses anymore..for not seeing certain people or for some people not making an extra effort.its like..wow.you kind of see some things differently..some relationships are stronger than others..when you only ever see people for a very limited time like two times a year its not as clear as it is when you have more time…..friendships come and go..its the reality of life. People change..some for the better some for the worse..and who am I to judge? Simpy…there are friends of mine who aren’t as close as they used to be..there are friends I didn’t see myself drifting apart with and there are friendships who have proven to last and have grown. It is interesting and it is strange..it kind of makes me wonder about a lot of things

Too many thoughts…Need to sleep now..but I am ready to get my life started. I am soo ready.