I don't want no broken heart...

It's strange with the whole cyber world.Or the world as a whole really. .It's like sometimes writing stuff down for yourself doesn't help to clear out certain ideas or emotions. I have (as I have mentioned before) really mixed emotions about putting myself out there in a blog. I'm afraid of being judged and I'm afraid that I will feel like I share too much..but right now and earlier when I used to write I was so overwhelmed with emotions that its hard to keep it all bottled up. Even if I talk to friends, even if I write things down for myself I just want to scream everything out..there is something relieving about just posting a blog and putting it out there...as well as scary.

It's not very often I get caught up in someone to be honest. I don't get attached easily or fall in love..but the last few months have been very emotional for me....I know I need to move on from it and I will..I'm in the process of letting it go. I just think I will have to trust my instincts and break free before it really strikes me down.
However on another note..my horoscope today said: "Don't judge someone because of your past bad experiences"
I don't know..I might have become cynical and less trusting but I dont know..I jst don't want a broken heart.

Listen to this...this is how I have felt the se last few days:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tp9VROTLA7M
So pretty..I think a lot of people have felt this way..When you know you need to give someone up but you are reluctant...

"Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walked away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart"