Confessions of a drama queen..

Now that Pandoras box is open I feel like pouring out everything into this blog...probably not the best idea I've ever had..but it's just so much going on right now. I am trying to really live it up these last months in New York..I am trying to live the dream..do everything i want to do...see anyone i want to see...dance date flirt..have fun. I don't care anymore. Or at least I don't want to care..but there are times like tonight when it all just falls down and I start thinking.
I want to care about the best guy that has happened to me in forever...let's call him Mr. ambitious. Hes cute hes sweet hes a complete gentleman but for right now he is way too serious for his own good..and he doesnt make me laugh...then theres Mr. Timberlake dancing king and charming as hell but I just don't see the point in starting something now...then theres the ever present Mr. Big who drives me nuts. What is a girl to do....theyre all in my head. Mr Big has left for a while dont know when i'll see him again which is proably for the better...Mr. Ambitious to my big surprise seems to have had enough of me and my cold craziness..and Mr. Timberlake is calling and calling. This is New York for you...unless youre stupid its easy to live triple lives. Its easy to be in different circles and have it all at once..but it might backlash on you.

IF YOU WRITE IT ALL IN A BLOG.