Jetlag- 5 days too late

Unbeliveable..I was so tired last night but I was still sleepless until around 7 o clock this morning..tossing and turning in my bed. Soo annoying..logged in to facebook about a trillion times..nothing new. Emailed like 15 people randomly because I suddenly had all the energy. Then I even called Monia on her cell to get all the latest gossip from New York..

Turns out she's run into 2 of my exes/boys while ive been gone. Mr. Ambitious once (they work in the same field so I guess it was only a matter of time) and mr. Model out at a club. I dont really care so much about it..its just that it kind of reinforces my idea of how everything goes on without me. Why wouldnt it? I dont know? I just have a feeling that I'm missing my life! Hahah..psycho. I cant even enjoy a vacation? the good thing is at least they are reminded of me when they see her right???

I guess its back out in the sun now...heres a little pic I took of myself tanning yesterday...i know- im a looser..but what else is there to do when youve finished your book, listened to every song on your ipod and read the few magazines you have 5 times over..thats right..you take picyures of yourself.